she trust him
she gave him love.
with hope that
she'll get his love in return.
but did he care?
NO.
he took for granted what he have got.
and flee with part of her heart.
the other, broken;into a thousand pieces.
she's strong.
i know.
she have a strong will.
i know.
but until the moment she pick herself up together.
she will have to forget about their love.
friends and families are her love ones.
and her strength to carry on.
she will be okeh.
yes she will.
i'll pray.
this is for thaaat little girl whom i care.
be strong aite?
euu know who you are.
i hope.

anw.
back to whaaaaat im gonna post about.
wait.
what am i suppose to post on?
oh yea.
loads of things.
well kindda.

HOLIDAYS are finally here.
but.
it doesnt seem like holidays to me.
so its sadddddddeningg!
first week.
i really busyy.
with NPCC stuffs.

26&27 May: Leadership and Mentoring Course 8am-6pm
28 May: .22 Revolver Shooting Competition 9:00am-12 noon?
30,31May & 1 June: Sec 3 Survival Camp @ Pulau Ubin
thaaat it just first week!

second week.
im freeeeeeee.
and its the only week im gonna SUPER FREE.
so im trying to squeeze in time
to do homeworks, shopping, go to the movies and just relax!
then from 10 June-20 June,
i'll be awaaaaaaay for the OB Philippines.
some how i dont feel like going.
because it's like im the odd one out.
like yeaaaa.
so many Student leaders laa oi.
yea.
i'll feel awkward.
really,really awkward.
but nvm.
i know i'll have FUN with my friends! xD
and make new FRIENDS!
i'll be missing out alot due to the Philippines trip.
alaaaaaa~
so holidays are NOT like holidays!
OI. SISTER!
I KNOW YOU'LL LOVE IT WHEN IM AWAY!
BECAUSE THE WHOLE COMPUTER IS ALL
TO YOURSELF!
amek kau!
but i'll miss alot of people.
especially my sister!
oh sister, I L Y! xD

Friday.
basically.
i SLACK!
i meannnnn really slackkk!
because its the last day of school.
and 95% of the time im awayyyyy from classs!
heh!
im with Amirahhh.
walking around andd talking.
heh.
I LOVE HER COMPANY! xD
then after reccess.
Nadhirah came to join us!
so its like adding to the funn!
we didnt went in to class.
we skipped class.
and just hang ard and stuffs.
laughing and all.
i hadd LOADS of funnn!
its like the old times againnn! xD
heh!
i loooooove!
then the three of us went to bubble tea.
and we bid goodbye from there.
i had fun laa oi.

thennn.
k wait.
thenn whaaat eh.
oh right.

then yesterday.
we went to Chinese Garden.
the NPCC people.
the whole unit.
to do some kind of a CIP.
i was with iLah all the wayyyyy~
and you know its coooool and funnn
and loads of laughters!
more laughters with the sec ones.
namely Eugene, Jasmine and Hafeeq.(:
they are all so FUNNAYE! xD
JASMINE HORNY gilaaaaa!
then with me being horny together with her.
we make people laugh!
prank call people.
&JASMINE againnnn make us laugh with their tactics.
so all of the sec ones i was with made me laugh.
yaaa!
not to forget iLah!
i had funnn guys!
iLah!
the PAGODA part is niceeeee!
ehh!
try to ask iLah to pronounce PAGODA!
you'll laugh your ass off i tell yoo!
PAGADO laa.
PA..whaaaaaat?
ahahahah! xD
funnyy!
then its like people will correct her!
PAGODA!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH! xD
the walk to pick up the other sec ones was mainly aloneeee.
iLah and some sec ones walk faaaaaaast so cnt keep up!
so i walk with JASMINE and EUGENE(:
okeh.
we talk.talk.and talk. and talk more.
and gossip?
not really but somehow.
heh! xD
got goodie bags and went homeeee! xD
i walk home ALONE okeh?
and its HOT!
and i havent had breakfast.
i only fill myself woth drinks mainly Sprite,thnks to Hafeeq
and F&N Grape & Coke! xD
drank alot!
HELLO!
its a HOT DAY! xD
Shafiq called me.
and somehow keep me company throughout the journey home!
heh! xD
okeh then kan.
i go home straightaway change to go to my sister's
school carnival.
and i have to wear the scarf.
because her school is like those religious school.(:
okeh i so kecoh laa can(:
like i feel funny in tudung! xD
heh! xD
okehhh!
then kannn!
took the bus there ALONE again.
Shafiq keep me company for awhile.
and i hang up because
my battery is running low.
spent a while there,in sis school and went home.
CHANGE again.
but this time no scarf!
went with mum and dad to Parklane.
walk ard town awhile and home i go.
i had more fun on saturday! xD

im tired alrd!
heh!
i want to go bathe and change!
im going IMM to buy dinner with mum! xD
okeh.
pictures soon k? (:
i promise!